So we've officially moved into our new home! We've slowly started renovating the home to look the way Israel and I want and it's starting to look amazing!
But I've been extremely lonely. Moving out meant leaving behind my dogs with my parents. I miss them like crazy, especially Marble Jolens. He's been my best friend since I've gotten him. I've spent almost everyday with him since June 2001 and it's been extremely hard not being able to see him everyday - to give him hugs and kisses, snuggle and talk too!
As soon as we were done painting our home, Israel had to go back to work. Working 12 hours, shift work. I've been feeling a bit sad, scared and lonely. I'm not used to being by myself for so long. Before moving out, I had my mom, my sister, my dogs. But now, here I am sitting in a dark room, watching a movie all by myself like I've been doing the last 4 days.
I feel like I shouldn't be feeling this way - I've recently found an amazing job and I've moved out. But I don't feel all that happy.
Hopefully I can kick this feeling soon. I hope I start feeling the way I should considering how great my life has been treating me.
- The Cassie Paige