Marble Jolens Tejada

Sunday, March 29, 2015
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Marble Jolens Tejada there are not enough words in the world to begin to explain how I feel for you. You have been my best friend and sat by my side through everything that has happened in my life for the last 14 years. You listened to me even though you never understood a thing I was saying. You would let me hug you when I just needed to cry. You slept next to me when I felt lonely and alone. You kept me company when I just needed someone to be there. You would let me hug you and kiss you as much as I wanted because I loved you so damn much. And now to imagine a world where you don't exist and where I don't have you is breaking my heart so much.

I have never lost anyone close to me. And to know how that feels and to go through it is the toughest thing I have ever had to deal with. I feel as if my heart was ripped out and broken. I don't know how to fix it or make it better. I don't know how I'm suppose to function knowing that my best friend won't be around. I don't know how my life is going to be without you. I always pretended like you were never going to leave because the thought of it would just make me cry. I always told myself you'd be around till the day I died because I couldn't imagine living a life without you.

I've watched you grow from the little troublemaker you were to the most loving and caring dog. You had your days were you drove me absolutely insane - from running away, finding your way onto the dining table to eating anything you could get your paws on. But from all that you turned out to be smart, funny and loving. You always had a way to make me feel better. Just one look at you and my whole day would feel better. Just holding you in my arms made my life feel at ease.

I know letting you go was the best decision for you and wish sometimes I was a little more selfish to keep you here but lets be honest, you were suffering. And watching you suffer was making me suffer. I just hope you knew that I loved you so much and that this has been the most hardest thing I have ever had to do. You have been the kindest, most loving pet I could have ever asked for. You weren't always on your best behavior, especially when you were younger but you were the most loyal pet. You kept me safe, loved me and stayed by my side. I just hope you knew I loved you the best that I could have. I love you Marble Jolens and I will miss you everyday.

May 2, 2001 - March 28, 2015

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