38 (and a Half) Weeks

Tuesday, April 30, 2019
"The moment a child is born, the mother is also born. She never existed before. The woman existed, but the mother, never. A mother is something absolutely new.” and so in you the child your mother lives on and through your family continues to live… so at this time look after yourself and your family as you would your mother for through you all she will truly never die."
― Osho

outfit outfit H&M Blazer (here) | SheIn Dress (here)
Mar Jacobs Purse (similar/similar) | Ardene Flats (similar/similar)

I Am Struggling

I am literally struggling being in this home stretch. My feet are beyond swollen that I now have cankles and have had to buy shoes a size bigger. None and I mean NONE of my other shoes even remotely fit and it's actually such a weird feeling. It's so strange to look down at my feet and not even recognize my own feet, it's the most bizarre feeling. And on top of the swollenness, I have nothing that fits. Like the dress I'm wearing here barely covers my whoo-ha and I've just decided to live with that. Everything has just been making me feel sorry for myself even though I know I shouldn't feel that way.

Oh, and an even stranger feeling, having my belly sit on my legs. IT IS SO WEIRD!

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Mixed Emotions

As the day comes closer for Baby DK, I'm feeling all over the place - excited to meet him but scared to give birth. Happy I'm in the home stretch but sad that I have nothing to wear or anything that's comfortable enough to wear - and I've bought a lot of clothes to wear for my every growing belly but it just seems to keep growing. I think I'm just done.

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Baby DK I need you out. Now.

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- The Cassie Paige
Photos by Israel


  1. You look fabulous! I love the outfit you were wearing in the photos above,
    and the locale for your outfit photos.
    That dress from SheIn looks beautiful, and the double breasted H+M blazer looks very stylish.
    Best wishes for a giving complication-free birth to a healthy beautiful baby very soon, and for your good health, and a return of comfort and much happiness and fulfilment as a new mom.


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