In the last (almost) 4 years Israel and I have been together, we have never been more than a day away from each other. This week, Israel has to go to Texas for a week for fire fighting training and I'm absolutely heart broken! I never really realized how much I love spending time with Israel and how much it breaks my heart to be away from him.
It's hard waking up in the morning knowing he's not there, it's weird not seeing him when I wake up in the middle of the night and going to sleep at night seems almost impossible. I miss everything about him and everything I do with him. I miss holding his hand, nestling my face in his chest when I need a hug, laughing and joking around and even him being so mean to me that I start crying. Never in my life time have I ever missed anyone this much.
I know this may sound over dramatic and even a little clingy, but he's my other half. We've done almost everything together since we've met and him being away - even if it's just for a week - makes me life feel incomplete and sad.
I can't wait till he comes home.
- The Cassie Paige