The Side Look
Sunday, October 16, 2016
"Happiness is simply a habit of looking on the brighter side of everything."
― Richelle E. Goodrich
Bomber Jacket from Zara (here) | Wilfred Free Leather Jeggings from Aritzia (here) | Wilfed Sweater from Aritzia
MICHAEL Michael Kors Heels| Marc Jacobs Purse (here)
I never look at the camera straight on. I don't like it. I feel awkward and I don't think it's that appealing for me! I feel like my face is not appealing straight on when taking photos for my blog but when I'm taking photos with Israel/friends/for home, I don't mind it at all. Maybe it's this shrewd view I have for myself when taking blog photos? I feel like I'm a little more judgmental on myself when it comes to posting photos of myself for my blog.
I'm very self-conscious about myself. Sometime I wonder why I even blog and post photos of myself. Sometimes I look at my photos and think "man, I look terrible in these" or "I should lose some weight!". Especially now that Israel and I are getting married soon, I'm started to worry about my body - about weight gain, how big my nose is, about how small my boobs look, about how flat my butt looks, about everything! Sometimes I wish there was an easy fix, but nothing comes easy! I have to exercise to lose weigh, get a nose job, get breast implants to get bigger books, squat all the time to get that nice, round butt! I sometimes get just so frustrated with myself! I know everyone is suppose to love their body and cherish what they have but sometimes I'm just a little too hard on myself.
Learning to love yourself is hard. Some days are easier and some days, I'm just like dammit Cass, go do something about yourself. But we all have our ups and downs.
- The Cassie Paige
Photos by Israel